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The Beginning...again

Discussion in 'Porn Addiction' started by fasternaut, Dec 25, 2014.

  1. Dec 25, 2014 #1
    fasternaut

    fasternaut New Fapstronaut

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    Hey guys.

    I'm 17 and I'm a victim of excessive masturbation. I have porn induced ED, and I've been trying since last March to get myself back to normal through abstinence from PMO. It's been difficult. Really, really difficult. The maximum I've gone is 21 days, and that was a huge challenge.
    Once the desire comes in, its seemingly impossible not to give in. I've tried probably 20 times over the last few months and I've been failing miserably.
    I'm just 17, and, I'm really worried about my future. Like Superworried.

    Here's a background of my current life.
    I live in a boarding school kind of place. We have an INTENSE study scheme. It's for this exam I'm preparing, and hence I've been enrolled for 2 years. I have 6 months left, then I head for college. My dream is to normal again, before I hit college. I think the reason I edge is because I have nothing better to do in my hostel, and hence masturbation is my mind's sole entertainment. Once in a month or two, I head home. There I am a victim of Internet porn.
    I'm pretty social, btw. I have many friends and I believe that I am a socially okay guy.
    I need your help, guys.
    Give me tips, inspiration ANYTHING. I need everything you have. Success stories, words of advice and encouragement, ANYTHING.

    I have big dreams, guys, of who I want to be and who I do not. This might sound cheesy, but right after I give in. I break down. I lose confidence in what I am, or what I can do. Suddenly I don't trust myself, because I realize that I am a slave to my own cravings.
    I want to change. I want to be decisive. I'm just 17, but my future scares me because of this handicap of an addiction.

    I am going to try again for a 100 days from today. This means a lot to me guys, thank you for you support.
     
    fasternaut, Dec 25, 2014
    fasternaut, Dec 25, 2014
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  2. Dec 25, 2014 #2
    EternalWaves

    EternalWaves Guest

    You don't need to be worried about life. Life is in fact very simple.

    Worrying is very typical for young people (I was the same), but in fact, it is totally useless. Worrying only means to burn up your energy for nothing.

    Keep on doing what you really like. Keep on learning everyday. Do the things you really like, then everything else will come to you by itself. You don't need to worry.
     
    EternalWaves, Dec 25, 2014
    EternalWaves, Dec 25, 2014
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  3. Dec 25, 2014 #3
    Jamest007Bond

    Jamest007Bond Fapstronaut

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    Tell you what kid, your doing a heck of a lot better then I was at your age. The fact that you are ready to combat this and are self aware is fantastic. I believe you can do anything you set your mind to, and this is a good start, get your will power back, once your in the executive seat in your mind the rest is easy. And don't beat yourself up when you fall, just get back up saddle up and keep on riding cowboy.
     
    Jamest007Bond, Dec 25, 2014
    Jamest007Bond, Dec 25, 2014
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  4. Dec 25, 2014 #4
    Razielcreed

    Razielcreed Fapstronaut

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    if your new to this challenge do some week to 15 days challenges , and hey don't be too harsh on yourself man you got a whole life to live haha look at the forums man people who are 40 year old + are doing good with this NoFap thing , don't loose hope or motivation .
    you are one of the 1% of want's to be different , change and get good with life , your still young , Cheer up and don't lose hope
    it will take time for your brain to accumulate and rewire your Desire for watching Porn , it's okey man just be patient , don't be scare and read some success stories on the forum you'll be fine mate .
    mp me if you need help on your journey .
     
    Razielcreed, Dec 25, 2014
    Razielcreed, Dec 25, 2014
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