Day 0/30 Spoiler: Trigger Warning I am too excited to be with this girl this weekend I have to calm down. She is going to teach me how to cuddle but I've escalated this to such an unfamiliar point to me. The next day she is going to teach me sex positions and I am struggling to control myself. I keep forgetting to check in...
2/30 days... It's pretty easy since I did pretty decent last time.. I'm sure I can make it this time.. Seein as I could have made it last time if I didn't make a simple bad decision.. Hahaha.. But it's fine, I'm on it again, and still goin strong.
Day 16 was harder than most days have been since i started the challenge. I had urges all day but i was out most of the time so i could focus on something else. Needed to work so i couldn't turn off my internet connection. Am just glad its over and i hope 17 will be a better one
1/30 I was doing quite good with the right mindset and conquered very well into 15 days. Now I failed just out of a unnecesary event. The mind is tricky. This was not necessary. I will now write each day. This is my first day of a thirty day streak.
It is the beginning of the second day now. I have difficulty to fall asleep since 3 days, that is to say since I decided to stop. Does/did someone get the same problem? By the, when I see that some people got an interest to what I wrote yesterday, it really motivates me to do the thing till the end and that I must not give up!