Day 0. I am undergoing the no-urges phase from the first days of a reboot. It's difficult because I don't want to be overconfident and relapse. I need to do a lot of homework in the computer, so I must be completely focused and not opening ANY unnecessary tab that could lead to disastrous consequences.
I have mistaken this thread with the 3-days challenge. It doesn't matter; I take it anyway. When my counter reachs 11 days I will beat the challenge. It's a huge challenge, but I will break it!
I'm starting to go back to my filthy PMO habits after deciding to went oversea bt my own to study. So I'm in once more and let's go. Day 0/7
Restarting everything not that I relapsed but just one of those days when you want to start again so Day 0
I'm having a bit of a down day but I figure breaking my record before it starts isn't going to fix it. I've been doing fine avoiding triggers, assuming why I'm tempted, etc. and I've had a relatively fine time of it compared to my earlier days. I just want something to take my mind off things "to take the edge off". Apathy towards my goal isn't something to consider relevant especially not in a moment of weakness though so I'm good. Still aiming for a month.
Really i want to write the number seve... So bad... But i relapsed... You know what... A painful, excruciating headache. And it is funny that, once again, i think PMO is the thing i need first after the pain is over. Pathetic, aren't I?
I fell back into the pmo vortex for thw last few months after doing really well I keep trying to get back on the horse but keep faultering. So im back on the site ready to kick some ass, get support and givr support to my fellow fapstronauts. We can beat this together
No bro your only human, the struggle is real. Ive been off the wagon for a while so your ahead of me already brotha. Stay strong
I'm planning on going for 6 days, just because I'm not sure about 7. My record this month is 5 days and I wanna prove to myself I can beat it. One week sounds nice, I just don't wanna put so much pressure on myself like I usually do, then end up failing and the cycle of emotional dilemma begins again. I'm going to try to last for 6 days, and I will post here at least everyday in these 6 days; when the sixth day is done, I will try extremely hard to last for that last day. Who knows, maybe it will be rewarding enough to keep me trying this again. One more day sounds even better!
