16 years. This beast has been with me 16 years. This beast has throttled me 16 years. This beast has directed me 16 years. This beast has manipulate me 16 years. This beast has manipulated others around 16 years. This beast has made me compulsive in all areas of life 16 years. This beast has crushed who I could have been. I am 23. By divine grace there may still be someone I could be. Today I feel elderly; without youth. I have withdrawn as much testosterone as my reproductive organs can tolerate. Now. NO FUCKING MORE. NO FUCKING MORE. NO FUCKING MORE. There is too much beauty I have known to let it be only to me vicariously. The beast will rise again tomorrow morning, but it will be rebuked. Am ready to do what it takes to know victory. Am ready to celebrate that victory with you beautiful beings. Your battle is mine, and, if you'll have me, mine is yours. Life begins anew. Looking forward to our journey in this community.
The step you have just taken is only the first one. But the important thing is that your journey towards a free life have already begun, and fortunately it will never stop. Let's kill the beast once and for all!
