Still doing OK... trying not to use the computer too much (especially when nobody about) as it's a bit too much of a temptation at this stage... BUT, here in the UK we're going through a heatwave so I don't actually have any energy to do anything..
Day 1 of 7 No relapse circle or anything, glad about that. While I was frustrated yesterday about failing into day 7, I remain positive. I did not use P when I relapsed, gotta take the positive elements from it.
Porn addiction is real and needs to be accepted seriously and addressed by society. On a more personal level, it robs you of enjoyment in life. People are really struggling with pornography, but it is often swept under the rug and not taken seriously. I am taking it seriously. I am 1 day in on my journey. Let's do this.
Did some P-Subbing via 9Gag yesterday! (yes you heard it right 9Gag!! like WTF right). Resetting my counter. Its amazing how The brain craves this shit. I wasn't even horny yesterday, just couldn't sleep and inspite of deleting other apps like Insta etc still Managed to P-Sub. And the worst part is, as I was doing this I knew what i was doing and how harmful it is, still continued for like 10 mins. And i guess that's how an addiction really works. Thankfully no Real P and no M&O. So till count that as a small victory. Anyways 0/7.
