I can relate. What I can say is that if it isn't readily apparent at the moment, well, just pick something. It doesn't have to be perfect or impressive, or for the rest of your life, just get on some path and give it all you've got. You had mentioned being in school, so set your goal for each term to get straight A's (or whatever the top grade is in the system you are in). Eat it up like you're starving and hold up the bowl and say "More, please!" Honestly pick a field that interests you in some way and learn literally every single thing you can about it. This will get you to a better vantage point. The pleasure of hitting the target will spur you forward. Both, please!
This is part of the process. Unlike a lot of things in life, this path is not a joke. Just keep getting up and you will get better, but once the guard is down, prepare to get hit! It does get better, and it can be done. Keep getting up and keep believing that it can be done!!! I don't get tired of saying it because I totally believe it. Say it every single day and believe it: IT CAN BE DONE!!! Here's a good post that consolidates a lot of information: `In Case You Didn't Know... Every piece of progress is something that you earn. It means a LOT. Keep persisting and you'll see. Do not give up, EVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Day 15- I had a tough time yesterday and several times almost typed in a URL to a porn site in my browser. I pondered and decided it was not worth the pain. I meditated and left the house and went for a jog. Feel much better this morning! Benefit 10: I will be able to connect genuinely with other people without feeling like an imposter if I walk away from PMO
I guess you are right. I need to pick something and go all in on it. I think the ''find your passion" philosophy is a double edged sword as one can live their whole life without finding what it is. But if I try something and give it my full attention it can out to be something I truly love and care about
Day 9. I thought not being alone on the weekend would make my quit easy. While it helps, it's far from easy. I need to take things minute by minute right now to reach day 10.
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52 days Thank you, RBYG_flag. Thank you for your attention.@RBYG_flag It was very relaxing in the morning. I took my wife and two children to the park. In the afternoon and in the evening, we drove out of the distance. Just go home. When I came home to see my wife, I wanted to hug her and kiss her. She feels so beautiful and sexy. We just gave a little hug. My sexual desire is too strong these days. But I'm not interested in pornography. I just concentrate on my wife. But I know I can't have sex with her right now. At least 90 days. I still have to live in a single room this evening I'll have a cold shower later, hoping to reduce the urge for sex. May God accept my life