23 years old, realizing i'm in a problem. 90 days challenge

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by Getting out of this, Jul 7, 2018.

  1. Getting out of this

    Getting out of this Fapstronaut

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    Its 9 or 10 years of porn now
    9 or 10 years of big fake tits porn, only.
    Nothing else make me erection (when it comes to porn)
    as time passes i got more and more obssesed, and the big fake tits pornstars
    became bigger and bigger, and they got bigger place in my mind.
    The resolt of 10 years of this kind of unhealty, unrealistic porn, in can feel them all over my body and mind, and in the last year i tried to stop several time with max time of 30 days.
    I feel this is the hardest fight of my life
    Half an hour ago was the last time,
    wish me luck
     
  2. Steve Sancteria

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    let's not live a fake life anymore ;D
     
  3. Getting out of this

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    day 2
    it was a good long day
    feel good
    hope to stay storng when day ends
     
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  4. Good luck dude i am in a same condition but from now i will fuck pmo
     
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  5. Unflinching

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    Good luck MaN. We are with you.....
     
  6. Unflinching

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    yeh MaN.
     
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  8. Getting out of this

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    thanks everybody
    day 3 and it stars to sit on my mind
    Im keeping myself busy all the time
    Im tring to predict the difficult times and by knowing that they will come I can beat them
    thanks for supporting!
     
  9. Getting out of this

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    Its day 5 now
    feeling good, got the withdrawl effects on me, knowing that if i will keep fighting it, in the end it will pass and only the benefits of the reebooting will stay.
    i'm strong!
     
  10. Getting out of this

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    its been a week, and i got to say
    its getting harder from day to day
    waiting for something good to happen in my brain that will help me
    beacase the way to recovery seems so difficult from down here
    need to stay strong
     
  11. Getting out of this

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    I relapsed after 8 days, twice
    Its been 3 days since then
    I feel good right now
    Keep on counting
    What are the techniques i can use when i get urge like a muse addicted to his heroine?
     
  12. Vertrac

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    Good luck man, you got this. Attempting to quit PMO has been one of the most difficult things I have done. I have tried and failed many times, but I am not giving up. Never give up! I have made a personal list of things that are triggers for me that I try and avoid. Alcohol has been the culprit of many of my relapses along with browsing internet sites that eventually lead to porn. I am on day 6 of another attempt and this is my first post on this forum. I'd say keep yourself occupied through work and hobbies. I find interacting with friends helps a lot along with going to the gym or working out. It really takes a shift in your mindset and that comes with time. We are here for support.
     
  13. Getting out of this

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    relapsed again..
    how can i hundle the urge deep at night ?
    i feel it beats me..
     
  14. Stay away from screens. Put your computer in another room. Turn your phone off and put it on the other side of the room. If you cant avoid the screens then do something else to distract yourself. Like working out before you go to bed. Meditation. Change up your routine so it is not always the same. Read a book, listen to some audio. Anything but the porn. You could even go as far as turning yourself off. I know that i get really turned on if i think about girls or look at something visually stimulating. So doing the opposite like watching a video with some guy talking. Or an audio book with a male speaker will not stimulate or turn me on. So i wont be thinking about fapping.

    I find that its easier to relapse if you are watching content with girls in it late at night. Like ASMR videos, instagram models etc.. Cut it out and then you wont think about fapping late at night. No triggers!
     
  15. dominate@#123

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    Hey great decision there buddy. But may I recommend breaking it down in simple steps/levels only if u feel that it's getting hard. If not , then carry on. Good luck.