It's been rough for me lately and haven't been checking in. I've relapsed and haven't been able to get back on track. Hoping that this time I can finally complete this challenge and become closer to acheieving my goal
It's a good idea to challenge myself a little bit. I haven't tried to get 1 day let alone 14, but let's give a go...
Relapsed. Today long walk. Now renewing commitment, looking at the bigger picture, focusing on habits, order, structure and cleaning. Also I need to make my home more of a home for me. Discover new places and go out more often too. I have no real evening routine therefor it is difficult for me to get to bed early and the temptations to distract, numb, loose myself are many. I really need to make my home more comfortable and tune my workplace. Unfortunately I just can't have internet at home at the moment. I really don't like to abstain from it for a long time and I have got it back so many times. The best would if I learned to stay porn-abstinent WHILE having the internet. But I just don't see how I could resist the temptation that I gave in to so many times before. What's more I just seem to procrastinate with internet at home no matter what I do to prevent it.