Day 24/90 something interesting happened today, some chic sent me a video of girls in booty shorts and sexy silky night tops twerking. I was so excited and keeping myself away from clicking play was so hard. I caught a quick glimpse of the video then quickly stopped and deleted it.
Nice victory over there,but if u know whats that do not open it coz once it get into head urges will be unable to control
Yes keep fighting bro, remember you told us to hold you to it, ain't forgotte that. Fight harder bro it' definitely worth it. You could start like a 5 day challenge, then increase it,
Day 9/90 Today i was very busy all day and very happy with my gf, went to a ver nice lake in my city and went to eat with her, then I came home for dinner and no urges for now... I'm playing video games and I'm feeling great today and keeping my goal in mind!
Congratulations on getting married soon.However,I would argue that people viewing porn are not in control and are manipulated to click shit they never intended to watch.The best way not to be a victim anymore and to live your life to the fullest is to avoid it like the plague!
Thanks tyrrjay You've really inspired me. I want to start up my own business and do lots of things but ive realized if I watch porn il never accomplish them. Thanks again. Hope you have a great day!☺
Day 10. Not too bad of a start. Done some reading and I think I know what may trigger me. I know when I'm aggravated. Porn seems to relieve me. I just need to make sure I'm something productive to handle my aggravations or stress that I'm under.
I first thought would do the 365 day challenge but figured 90 days is more realistic. I really need a reset. Shits gone crazy! Indulging in everything possible sexually. I am scared of my behavior especially once i am drunk. I am open to anything and porn has been a constant. I feel weak and tired with all the PMO since the past 11 -12 yrs. DAY 0/90. God Protect us all!
Day 4/90 I didn't post anything yesterday. It was a really great day though. I got to meet with my mentor in recovery from sex addiction. I did a disclosure with him. I also had a good day at work. I went to a 12 step meeting as well at the end of the night. Then I came home and did some journaling and other homework. I did have some thoughts of acting out, but I didn't want to act on those thoughts. That's all they are is thoughts. It helps when I have people I can trust to talk to and to tell on myself so I'm not alone with those thoughts. It takes the power from them. Have great day everyone!
