Day 8/14 today was a great day... watched a movie and no urges, I've been playing a lot of LoL and feeling great! Keep that goal in mind, you can do this brothers!
I'm looing forward to the completion of another porn-free day But I also want to confess that I stayed in bed and MO'ed. At least I managed to abstain from porn. I would feel so much worse else...
11/14 completed 18 days without PMO. Day by day its going tough to control. Today was to much urge and still ON. BUT IT FEELS LIKE VICTORY TO BEAT "MY SELF".
Its like you confessing that you cut your legs and hands and you telling yourself thank God I am still alive . No " mate " its better to be dead ". Do you understand what am i want to tell you.
Normally I'd say that you're exaggerating pretty much. But considering what I want to become and the way I need to go, I'd say, yes I can't take it lightly. I need a mindset that don't allow this kind of behaviour and a daily structure that is of tremendous help. But I still don't understand what you mean by 'it better to be dead'