For the 1000+ time, I will be quitting porn. It all started October 2016 and within 3 months I realized it was something I had to stop but lo I was already hooked and since then its been hell.. Having relapsed more than I can count... Am sometimes tempted to give up and accept the status quo.... But no way is that gonna happen. I have discovered I have a lot of things to fight for.. Besides am just 21. Yeah I might have wasted some period of my life but the greater and better part of my life is still ahead. I have my future kids to fight for... What type of father will I be with a brain wrapped in porn I have my wife to fight for.. Tell me, what sort of husband will I be with a PIED and a brain wrapped in porn I have my career to fight for.. I wonder who will ever offer a job to a person who has his brain wrapped in porn.. What about me, how on earth will I reach the depth of my potential with a brain wrapped in porn,constant depression, social anxiety e.t.c I have come to realise that everything is at stake in this battle. Its high time i stop claiming to be a victim and man up against this life wrecking demon called PORN ITS NOW OR NEVER!!!!
Damn man, make a commitment. Instead of 'I should' change your mindset to 'I must'. Good luck man, change your fucking habits.
Day 2... I adopted a strategy which I think will work well for me... Instead of focusing all my effort on quitting porn,I have decided to set daily goals (academic,financial,spiritual and self development goals)... So while pursuing these goals quitting porn will automatically become a byproduct.. Today was super crazy... The temptation was very strong. On several occasions i went off guard and caught myself checking out backsides and boobs.
Day 3...Yeah!!! I survived!!! It was like hell... I just had to remind myself of the reason I started this journey... Nothing was working.. I tried cold bath( it increased the urge instead)... Then I remembered there was a football match between England and Colombia... So I left the house for the viewing center... By the time I returned.. I was exhausted but the urge still remained.. I felt completely helpless.. I cried to God to have his way and lo I slept off.. Am currently on day 4. Refreshed and Renewed. With the grace of God upon my life and personal determination,am sure I will overcome.
