Challenge completed! Day 8/7 Had dreams that almost made me fall but keeping at it! Onto 14 day challenge. Keep going guys!
I had a previous streak of 25 days, having completed this challenge, the 14 day challenge, and was on the 21 day challenge. One day, I couldn't take it anymore. I relapsed. But I was angry! I refused to accept my mistake, and start over for good. Because that's what relapse does to you. It puts you back to day 0, the day of lost hope and pure misery. I relapsed and relapsed and relapsed. I couldn't stop. But today, I relapsed 3 times in one day, and the last time, I felt pure pain in my body. It felt horrible. I can never go back. I must atone for everything I've done. Time to start anew. Day 0/7.
