Day 2. This day was luckily fairly easy. I was outside for the whole day and I tried to work on not focussing my attention on girls walking by. I often fantasize about women and I always had the feeling this was innocent. Yet, it also leads easily to thoughts about sex and thus to porn. I was happy that it wasn't difficult today. Also I had interocurse with my girlfriend yesterday and I did not experience a chaser effect today which is reassuring as I experienced the chaser effect many times at earlier attempts.
Thanks for your response. I find mixed comments on this. Some people saying that it is possible to reboot while having intercourse and orgasms within real life (non-porn, non masturbation) situations while others say hard mode is the only thing. What I took home from this is that it takes longer and is harder to reboot while still having orgasms but not at all impossible. If I feel like the chaser effect really gets me or that my thoughts are focussed on porn because of having sex I will adjust to real hard mode. Luckily my girlfriend supports me in this Thanks Foxislander for giving the advice, its valid and very welcome! Good luck also for you bro! You got a good streak going
OK, I'm made 90 of no PM, after another 30 day challenge. Hoping and expecting this to be a lifelong commitment. Happy Pentecost, everyone!
Day 3, did not exercise or meditate today because I could not sleep at all last night. No relapse, though.
