Day 2 is complete. Lot of thoughts to fight off today, and I'll encounter several triggers tomorrow and the day after. Gotta push through.
4/7 down. Not getting any easier but still fighting the good fight. Been thinking a lot about if I wanna just abstain from P or PM or PMO. I know I should probably do PMO but that bad side of me wants to just do P. Been doing PMO free for 4 days might as well go all 7.
3/7 I've decided to weave this "hard mode" No PMO challenge (adhering to all the stated guidelines including no edging or O from any source) into my program.
Day 3 completed. Today was a better day but, At one stage, I thought about porn, a scene less than a minute, I was ignoring it but still; and my heart was beating so fast, boner was out, but my heart, I knew my dopamine had shot out. I think I am in withdrawal stage of porn addiction. Still no orgasm , no mastrubation, on the Hard Mode.
