I’m going on a trip during this challenge for 4 weeks with no phone. Do I restart challenge count at that point or just keep going in my journal?
56,57. Missed a day yesterday. Online everything is going good. But the lust is kicking in again. Awareness is helping though
Day 0/90 Starting over after missing login for a day. Will post, meditate, & exercise daily in this thread.
Had a challenging day. It was warm here. I went to some events in town and I am often caught in the beauty or the sexy outfit or energy of girls.i can handle this most of the time with embracing it. One nevertheless today was playing with it too much and kept provoking me. What a power girls can have over men with their assets. She tempted me obviously with bending and looks and stuff. How challenging!! I did get caught and embracing did not work. I carry it still. But I did not give in and will not
So I hope this one goes easier....I am determined not to alter my day schedule because of super tempting GIRKS...lol
17/90 hard mode. Close call last night. Was pushing it by watching HBO late at night, and some movie/series came on that started out with totally gratuitous nudity! Was stuck there for a couple minutes, looking away from the screen and then back again...looking away...get out of there!!! Feeling the hypnotic pull of addiction as it tried to cloud the mind, tried to break down the resolve...just...turn...off...the...TV!!! Made it without getting totally pulled in, reignited the force of the fapstronauts, and continuing to fight the good fight! Keep going, don't give up!
