9/14 So, here's a fun little win. I took two boner pills within 4 days. Big mistake. I woke up with a boner so hard it almost hurt. I had it for hours. I was debating going to the hospital. I looked at porn and was on the verge of cumming when I decided not to. I decided to wait it out. I thought about my streak on this site and having to start over. I thought about how it makes me feel when I jack off. How the easy choice is instant gratification. The hard choice is rewarding. So I didn't cum, y'all. Even with a painfully hard boner! That's a huge win for my mental fortitude.
Days 1 + 2: Feeling better now... Relapse is horrible after experiencing how amazing it is to be on a long streak... I’m motivated to go further!
Day 3/14 I forgot to check in for a while, I'm having a hard time completing these challenges because I'm the only one holding myself accountable, but I don't really have a choice in that matter so it is what it is. Anybody have any tips on how to be more consistent with accountability?
Did not write yesterday. The 9th day ended yesterday and 10th day started. And today, 10th day ended and 11th day started. Take care all the Nofappers. Keep your spirits high. Don't loose hopes! May God bless us all!
Evening of day 4. Had some urges today, but feel safe knowing I have some tracking software that my SO can see!
Day 3. Lots of urges but they have been controllable. I'm hoping I can use that as motivation rather than feel like its only a matter of time before i give in