70 days already.. almost 90 days. For most people it gets easier with the day they say for me not so . After first 2 weeks of "superpowers" everything went downhill pretty fucking fast. Depression, and for some odd reason porn urges pop up in the later days and its pretty tough to fight against it. Started at 12 so 6 years PMO takes a while to recover and it wont be easy but its harder to give up when youre so far then say 20 days. Only hope i have is that little light shining at the end of this endless tunnel of despair urges and sexual depression and frustration. You may feel good now but once you get in the darker periods , thats when you get tested.
What are you doing to get your mind off things? Are you exercising? Do you have any hobbies? What are you doing in place of PMO that's another type of reward system? You have to fill the void with something just like any other addiction. Grats to you on 70 days, by the way. That's an amazing accomplishment.
I Totally Agree with Fapocalypse, Stop Thinking About PMO all the Time.Work to Improve Your Life. Don't Work to just Stay in a Safe Finance Position. After Every Relapse,Learn Something from It and Get straight Back to Work. Your life would be so much fun When Working Hard,Enjoying the Pain is totally different experience and you'll love that.
I would say it gets easier, but that doesn't mean it is easy. I'm at 81 right now, and I'm still having porn impulses randomly popping up throughout the day. Especially if it's been a while since the last WD. Things calm down a little bit after my sleeping brain decides to clean out. But yeah, definitely fill your life with something. Build relationships (not necessarily romantic). Pick up hobbies. And congrats for making it so far!
I have hobbies , i do boxing train 6 days a week, but you cant train hard foreverer right so im resting now and thats what so hard.. the only thing that could distract me is gone and now i have to push trough. Got no social life either so not alot going for me.
