I'm in day 15 decided to no PM forever you know it distroyed my Life and I don't want to continue it again nor go to that hell. I just want to start a new life like a new Born baby. I have just 2 options do or die no chance to relapse.
Day 85/365 Maybe I try to study about "abstinence" through philosophy (for example: "Stoicism"). It sounds really interesting for me. Does anyone study philosophy? I'm really interested!
Day 1/365 I have failed in so many ways in this area of my life over the years. I so badly need this victory. I don’t want to feel like a failure any longer. I don’t want to feel like I don’t have any control in the type of person I’m becoming.
day 9. A lot of truths come to light as you continue on this journey. Stay strong and aware. Keep a close knit community around you that knows of your goals. This is great, but the actual physical reality social groups help that much more.
then switch to having control. Start making it easier on yourself and start doing right when the "good healthy" thought comes into you mind