I started 6 days ago to meet my personal goal which is to regain my sexual energy as it was when I was younger. I used to always have boners especially when I wake up and even if I'm not doing anything and I want to regain my sensitivity, for example: before, I can make my penis erect easily and fast. But, now it's different. And I want to last longer in bed with my partner. And also to be a better and optimistic person. On my 3rd day after me and my partner had sex she wanted to watch porn and I let her watch a specific video that I knew then. It only lasted for 5 to 10 min though Today after we had sex and rested for awhile, she masturbated me until I finished. On my first day 'till now I never watched porn by myself meaning I didn't have the urge to watch it. I didn't touch myself and also don't have the urge. So basically, I never had the urge to stop my streak by watching porn and masturbating my mind never wanted or find it. So here is my question should I relapse? P.S: Sorry for my bad english and long message
I'm new to all this, but it seems to me a couple of things are going on here: 1) you're working the program of no porn and no masturbation, and 2) you have a partner who initiated the porn. Looks to me like you're still on the program. Don't swear it and be grateful for sticking to a plan.
It doesn't count as relapse at all ! It wasn't you! It wasn't your desire and you were still focusing on your target. Well done, keep up the good work
That what I was also thinking! It wasn't voluntary or my brain didn't want or seek for it! Thank you! Still going strong today at my 8th day. Pretty impressed with myself how I don't find the urge to stop my goal as I read many fapstronaut is struggling at the first stages. Again, thank you!
you're most welcome bro! funny that we are on the same day, our 8th day! glad we arrived there... we can continue hand in hand
I don't know if its a relapse. But when one is trying to put this behind them, having a constant reminder of it can't be good either.
Thanks for all the replies guys. I think that I should've ask myself first if what is my goal to know if I've failed to reboot. Everyone's goal here is different. Mine is not to touch myself 'till I O and watch porn ever again (voluntarily or for a long period of time) until I achieve my goal which is to have a better life and also sex life haha. And also I'm in easy mode so meaning I should continue my journey. Currently on my 11th day!
