Day 0 of 7 still There's so much that works against someone trying to do the right thing. Pressure, stress, loneliness, past failures, anger, external and internal temptations, idleness, etc. Most of these enemies come from within us and work to destroy us. I have been dealing with loneliness and anger this week. I have even been having dreams in the night of past failures, and these dreams have been causing me to wake up sick inside. I'm so glad I have this community to share this struggle with, and together, with God, we can have victory. Today's a new day, a day that needs to be enjoyed to its fullest. The sun shouts to us through the clouds, "Everything in the past is past! Forget those things that have happened! Look ahead! Think about how you'll live today!" It won't be long before the sun is lowering on the other side of the horizon whispering, "Another day is coming." Although today is day 0, with God's help, I can have the victory.
I'm resetting to 0 0/7. No P real or imaginary was involved and although personally I do not consider it a relapse many might. In fairness to the rest of those that reached the 7 day mark I want to be on a "level playing field" so to speak thus the reset.
I am just getting tired. I do not know if its normal but i cant resist. I used to go 60 days on hard mode but now i am just so weak again. I relapse after 2 days. So I will start slow again. I have to calm down I think. This is day zero and hopefully tje last time I said day zero.
