Day 81/90. Within touching distance of the good life. Kidding. Not naive enough to believe everything would be okay after 90 days, we fight on.
Day 6 and it keeps on going in . The feeling, that willpower that I am feeling, to keep going , I can't describe it in words. Everyday , I look up the beautiful sunrise , the birds chirping and say "Why the hell was I watching porn when there are so many things around for happiness
Day 82. I have some projects planned for the next week. My SO has started nesting for when our newest addition is her. It has been keeping me pretty busy.
5/90 i relapsed a few days ago. It was out of a terrible suffering and outside situation. I could watch the craving in the suffering the first time as a way to fill the pain inside. I knew it’s not right. I withheld well abd all of a sudden it stroke. I know these are all maturing experiences bu I have to get up again from the bottom...
Arghhhhhh I relapsed after 10 days. I feel like shit. I dnt know what triggered me but I was feeling horny all the time after 9 days. I feel bad very bad. DAYS WITHOUT INCIDENT:0