After a really strong first week I cracked and relapsed. The strength I showed that first week has giving me some hope that I can get through this horrible addiction and be a better man.
a couple hour will be Day2 But my brain want sex hardly, damnnnnnnn Fight addiction, Fight for my life Also i am ready to face Day3
Alright, Day 1 of the 14-Day Challenge. Technically, Day 8 of my reboot. Here's to 21 days total. Hope and strength.
Sorry guys, I relapsed on the 2nd day. Sorry to let you down. I'm not saying this in a mindset of shame and frustration. Because I know that is bad and only leads to more relapses. I'm saying it with the conviction that it's important and necessary to stay accountable and to train honesty and patience. Even and in particular because I'm a total beginner in this fields (of honesty, accountability, patience). Although I'm quite powerless when I'm in front of my PC at home and the urges are coming up I know I can a lot and I can change a lot in the bigger picture. So I'm dedicated to improve, to heal. From now on I'll carry the flame for all of you with more strenght and dedication!
Day 3 The challenge started! Why im getting horny when im being exhausted Plus this is saturday, i can go to spa and coming back home with "relapse" label on my head hahahaha I hope it wont happened today. Must control my urge