Hi guys, today for the first time in my life i have been PMO free, and went monk for 30 days. never happened before. started eating healthy but still cannot get rid of coffee, Results are a quite scary and disappointing... i do not feel any extra energy or motivation at all, After 30 days: Bad- weak, depressed, zero motivation to go to work, zero libido, no wood-morning (some weak erections once in a while), no working since 3 weeks, fatigue tiredness. Good- improved eye contact, willingness to work out in the gym, more talkative, zero urges to fap, brain-fog nearly gone, basically i feel like a piece of shit... i really do not know when this flatline will go away but one thing for sure: i decided permanently to not masturbate anymore. Seriously, i'm done! Now i wish i will recover from this very soon even because when i look back thinking about porn i really think what made me do it, why did i fall for something so stupid e never realise that was destroying my life. wish me the best guys, cheers!
CONGRATS!!! THIS IS EXACTLY HOW RECOVERY IS SUPPOSE TO LOOK LIKE! Embrace this pain. This is the pain that heals. If you run away from this pain, you also run away from recovery.
