I'm going to have to eat crow & admit I went against all my advice to say that I, once again, relapsed. Day Zero for me.
Post-relapse reflection Ganbatte means "do your best" in Japanese. I need to start telling myself ganbatte instead of "you can do it" because I am simply not doing it. I'm not doing it because I'm not doing my best. Doing my best requires more than the hope of "you can do it." Doing my best requires self-discipline & fortitude. In the wise words of Yoda, "Do or do not. There is no try." I've been trying - and failing - this whole time. I need to start doing my best.
Day 5 going good. Deciding to cut out alcohol for the duration of the challenge. Have been going on a few dates, is that technically against the challenge?
ABSOLUTELY NOT! (Okay, if you are abstaining from O and having sex on these dates, then yes) I've heard it said that the opposite of addiction is connection so making new connections will actually help you.
Yeah it’s hiking in mountains - I stay in Uttarakhand - small state nestled in Himalayas so as summers approach - getting very excited at the prospect of. Spending time in mountains