5th day, harder and harder. I've had couples of erotic dreams but I keep myself busy and doing cold showers. Keep going on..
Day 2 some urges today, I really need to find a good program for time management and keeping track of daily tasks and doing them. I'm a horrible procrastinator and easily bored, and it just kills me inside. Deleting Youtube app off of my phone, I watch a lot of content, hopefully it will motivate me to detox and find better use for the time.
I've relapsed and binged (on M with very little P) multiple times, after reaching more than 7 weeks of no PMO a couple of weeks ago. Now, I have to try for 7 days and then see where I am. Feels awful right now, but I'm determined to get it together again.
Also Day 5! I keep a spreadsheet of my "program," the things I want to do each day as markers of healthy living. I started a new one when I joined the site and I set it out to 7 days to correspond to this challenge. Visualizing the remaining spots to complete this challenge was a real motivator today. Keep it up everyone, reach out when it gets hard! Get it out in the light!
Day 0 of 7! Have previously had a personal best of 8 days but seeing as how I'm new to the site, I'm willing to take this challenge head on!
