Why can't I sleep for once???

It's been about 8 months since I quit PMO for the rest of my life forever but there's still one problem, it's impossible to fucking sleep. It's 3:50 as I'm typing this and I haven't slept since 12:10 and I'm feeling horrible right now.

I tried many things likw reading, meditation, exercise, etc. But's it's impossible to fall back asleep. I even tried taking melatonin and yet I still haven't fucking fell asleep yet.

This sucks as I only gotten 2-3 hours of sleep. I'm feeling suicidal right now but hey, at least I never relapsed once in this journey. Got any more suggestions? I've taken most of the suggestions yet I still struggle to fucking sleep. Pls tell me if you got some. I really really need some help sleeping, and FUCK PMO!!!

 

Ok I was just overexaggerating. I've never actually been suicidal before but I still feel like shite from only getting 3 hours last night. Despite this, I won't give up. I ain't letting my 240+ day streak go to waste over 5 seconds of pleasure. It's just not worth it. Relapsing is just not worth it, period. Plus, I can't wait to see how my life will turn out in a month. Who knows what the future holds. ✌