Hi, my name is Weber. First of all, sorry for my bad English. I'm from Brazil. I'm 53 years old and married. As every teenager, I used to watch porn (renting tapes) and masturbating from my 14 to 24 years. At that time I decided to get married and started being a religious person. I really stopped 100% with porn. Unfortunately, some 5 years ago, end of 2013, I had some tough time and started seeing porn again. Not heavy porn, mostly naked women and rarely involving masturbation. In the beggining of 2015 I stopped again 100% for 10 months but, again, with some issues envolving depression, economical crisis and unemployment, I started seeing porn. Last Sunday my wife realized I was doing that and I really need to stop with this bad habit; forever. This is the beggining and will share with you more thoughts.
It is never too late to claim the rest of your life. Welcome aboard friend. It is a difficult yet courageous thing you've done to step up and admit your weakness. You are off to a very good start. I hope you can find tools and support as you develop a strategy to move ahead. It will be very interesting to see how you succeed on this journey. Again Welcome.
She feels I've been cheating on her. She's very angry with me and says I'm not the person she married 27 years ago. I hope she can overcome those feelings with the time, but I understand she needs some time.
