Day 50 The truth about it is, that this isn't always nice, comfortable and easy. Sometimes it's freaking demotivating. But those hard times are the fuel for change, things get better way earlier than you think, if you don't give up. #flatlines Inspiring Video for today:
Interesting. I was thinking about that too. Would you recommend it, did you enjoy it? I would say it's sex, so I wouldn't count it, but the question you should ask yourself is: would you do it again?
Day 39 0f 40 Monday the days are getting longer and warmer. Doing great moving forward, living a good life. *93 days free
check in~ forgot to check in for god knows how many days... new realisation i had during these days, is... "hahh~ so this is how normal people think and live..." weird but feel so new to me, is like wake up from a dream, a long dream, where i can't control myself, i can't do whatever i want, ( like in third person view of myself, i knew what is right and wrong, but can't do anything or make myself to do it) and wake up to the life, of I'm in charge, and i can control myself, make myself do what i think should be done. just a thought, i thought its worth sharing. keep fighting bros.
Day 19 today. I can tell that some old temptations are starting to pop up. Old triggers and such. Posting here every day reminds me of why I'm doing this.