Day 75

So after my first try which lasted around 10 days, here I am on my second go at it on day 75.

I don't have any superpowers or any crazy pheromones attracting the ladies, but what I do have is a different life. Nofap has allowed me to create room for more important things in my life. I made a habit of not escaping from pain, problems, and negative experiences. Which led to higher quality pleasures, solutions, and positive experiences.

My repeated courage to face things outside of my comfort zone led to competence. Repeated competence led to me gaining confidence. Repeated confidence led me to be more courageous in facing more uncertain things in life and following my desires more. I stopped escaping and began developing my reality instead.

Contributing in the forums has also allowed me to remember all the important things I've learned throughout my life.

I don't know what the outcome will be for 2018 and all my goals, but I'm definitely ready and curious to find out. I'm uncertain with the external, but I'm certain with myself.

My nofap superpower is being able to handle higher quality negative experiences so that I can have higher quality positive experiences. I take full responsibility for everything that happens in my life by choosing my perceptions and reactions.

Instead of magical pheromones... it's more like expressing myself in an honest, mature, and secure way. That allows me to sway my own heart and sways the hearts of people that resonate and are aligned with who I am.

It's not worth it to relapse because of all the momentum and changes I've built. It's sad to think about all the time, resources, energy, and focus I've wasted.