Well.... I went on vscation to Vegas... There’s a lottt of sexual trouble here.that said I am exicted to push through that and ofercome it. This has no hold on me anymore! Day One.
Day 20 I missed my check in for the past 3 days because of my studies.. But everything is good and the fight continues! Take care guys! I hope you're all doing well
Day 0/30 - Relapse Pissed off at losing this streak, got up and elbowed my weights by accident, now it’s gone numb, heh wish that happened a little earlier.
Had bad temper all day. Tired of working all the time, don't seem to be getting ahead as fast as I want. Testosterone levels are doing my head in. When will the brains level out, does anyone know. Also I'm flatlining. No wood. No sexually arousel at all no urges. Nothing. How long man. Knackered all the time. Any feedback on anything would be really appreciated. I should start my reading my bible again
25 down, really had bad urges today, not for porn but for masturbation. I can't quite suss out why its is so cyclical, some days I'm fine, others I'm not, and the inability to see a release is making me aggro. On the plus side of things I managed to exchange details with a dream redhead at the event I was at today, she let it drop casually she had a boyfriend, but I don't care if its worth pursuing then pursue it.