Day 16. Had a better day today. Focused on work and just went through the motions of the day. My family seems to be functioning better for the most part. I certainly hope we can continue this trend.
Day 0 is thankfully done. Coming back fellows, there's a way too far but everyday is a day 0 and day 0 is done.
I keep relapsing. Pretty frustrated. Starting over again. I know that if I stay in my comfort zone for the rest of my life I will never really live. I know that porn has been controlling me for way too long and it has driven me to do some crazy things such as sleep with prostitutes. I am tired of being controlled by my lust. Every time I abstain for a while I start to feel awesome. I want that back.
Back to square one. It's encouraging to see that it's possible to hack through when you see 33/90! Day 1/90
58 out of 90 for me. I'm having cycles of depression and happiness. Is this normal. I'm still too scared to kiss a girl. However they seem to be more attracted to me. I'm just awkward. How's everyone else doing?
