Day 5 and PMO was only on my mind for about an hour today... Major improvement from the start of this journey when it was barely an hour with out thinking about PMO
We think a lot alike only I didn’t come here for the first month and a half of my new life. Albeit, I knew this forum existed but I needed credibility and assurance of myself first because of so many past failures.
Day 12...last night I had urges and I have been missing out on my spiritual routine but I'm glad i haven't fallen off yet...today I'm going to make up for this week's lost time and catch up a little... One more thing that I would like to mention...last night yes I had urges and I tried to use those urges to my advantage...I went to a friend's house to see if I could get a chance to talk to this girl I think is nice....I didn't get to talk to the girl but at least I am making an honest effort in using my testosterone to try to motivate me into finding my boo...
Day 5/90. Yesterday was hard, my mind went to a very dark place and wanted to escape with PMO, luckily I didn't give in. Let's keep on going!
Day 11: Nothing too serious i was able to control myself better that the last times the urges came so no problems there
Day 30 Long way to go! 60 more days for my complete reboot! Its at this point that I have failed in the past! But this time I won't!