It's my day 13, Help plzz...!

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by Gulzar, Jan 10, 2018.

  1. Gulzar

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    Hey Everyone, it's my day 13 :( till yesterday i was feeling like i rebooted back to normal but today again it started like I'm on day 0. Everything was getting fine till yesterday. I got a problem in my penis like i mentioned before, there is a seminal leakage which earlier was happening only after peeing but then it started to happen everytime which cause my penis to shrink and go inside my skin like a turtle goes inside its shell. It's so disappointing :( i stopped myself from fapping for 12 days and now on day 13 seminal leakage started again. From day 10 seminal leakage stopped and my penis came back to it's normal size. But today my penis is paining so much and i don't know urine is causing so much pain. There is no urine but still i feel like urine is there :( when i try to pee no urine comes out but still my penis just pains. I wanted to reboot but it started again like day 0 :( I feel so demotivated by seeing all this. This just brings only negative and suicidial thoughts to my mind :( I just wanna quit.
     
  2. Netane Chiren

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    Don't give up dude! I'm not certain what your condition is but definitely don't PMO. Whatever this problem you have to face it head on. Do research, see a doctor or whatever else you need to do. Remember you're stronger than you think you are!
     
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  3. JWeath

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    Hey Gulzar sorry to hear you're struggling with this condition. Look into symptoms involving an overactive Pelvic Floor. It sounds like this may be what you're experiencing. When the Pelvic Floor muscles spasm, you likely won't notice it. But your penis can retract into your body and there can be associated pain. With the little research I've done, it appears there is therapy that can be done alone in the comfort of your own home which involves a conscious relaxation approach. You should be aware, however, that this condition is often associated with weight gain and/or increased stress/depression and resolving those issues may aid you in recovery. Hope this helps.
     
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  4. Gulzar

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    Thank you sir fir your advice :) I feel blessed that i got people here who can listen to me :( I wish i recover soon.
     
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  5. Gulzar

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    I will see for this and proper cure. Thank you for listening me :( i really feel blessed that here are people who listen calmly and answer my queries. Thanks
     
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  6. Hi I'm female and only on day 6 but since quitting I've also noticed a feeling of needing a wee when I don't. I'm pretty sure it's just tension in the pelvic floor muscles begging for the release of an O (don't give in!)
     
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  7. Gulzar

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    What do you mean by release of an O
     
  8. @Gulzar the physical sexual tension held in the pelvic floor muscles that is released (or in this case not released) by orgasm / orgasmic contractions
     
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