Too much anxiety right now! This wet dream drained me I feel. I am getting drained of energy and full of anxiety. I don't know what to do. Some reason I feel sometimes shaky with anxiety, feeling to constantly pee and sometimes burning in pee, but I feel a weird sensation for past couple of days. It started five days ago, when I relapsed after a wet dream and watching porn. Then after that made it again to day 3 and relapsed because of anxiety and then on day 2 yesterday I got a wet dream. It is so weird I feel. What is going on? The feeling is so much anxiety and I keep feeling like I may ejaculate and mess up. When ever I think about it I get too much anxiety. Is there someway to recover and heal quickly? I also don't poop very well. If someone knows a way to relax that will be great. Sometimes after urinating I get a weird pulsing or weird tingling feeling there and it makes me get anxiety because I get worried I may leak semen even though I did not. It is also mental fear of it. Longest I made was 12 days.
Didn't know about this thread but since I've been *attempting* a 14 day challenge, I'll post here. Day 3 just ended.
Day 3 is coming to a close. I was too sick to even think about breaking my streak, so at least there's a silver lining.
That's alright man. You have the opportunity now to "stop the bleeding." Don't let it become a binge. That's just as important as maintaining a streak. When I relapsed just a few days ago, it taught me quite a bit about this process. I took a moment to reflect, posted a reset/relapse report, got some great feedback, and made the changes I needed to. I recommend posting over over there if you haven't yet. Time to put in the work. Best of luck.
Day 14/14 Wow.. finished at last! Thank you all for your support. All of you are wonderful human being Especially @2525 Thank you, man. On to to the next challenge.
Day 11/14 Had a tough day. There was raft of urges, then wet dream yesterday night. Fortunately, nothing happened more than that