Hello NoFap Community, I am a 20 years old student and now I really want to save myself. I am masturbating since last 7 years and now I have started to notice many changes in me. I don't like to socialize, like to live alone, wake up till late night, etc. Initially I used to associate everything to me being introvert but now I have realized that it was just my excuse to my own self for watching porn and masturbating. I have hardly any friends now. This has also decreased my self confidence. Also affects the things I want to learn and achieve. But NOW I WILL CHANGE. I want to be a better version of me. Things I plan to do now give more time to work sleep early and TRY to wake early will be less alone and socialize more will document my journey as frequent as possible Hope who guys will help me in improving myself Regard
Hi @pro_guy I am glad to see you want to stop your addiction. That is a very good idea! It's not an easy job, but it will be worth it! Good luck and have a good day.
Day 1: Okay so its tougher than I thought. Had masturbatory thoughts throughout the day. But I am quite happy it passed smoothly
welcome pro! you are pro so you will succeed ^_^ I found the best way for me to improve myself and to FEEL it is to go exercise! after I started going to the gym I feel so much better and It makes everyday better or me
DAY 3: I masturbated just now. Feel so bad about myself I could have easily gone to atleast 7 days but I couldn't. But I won't give up. At-least I moved from thrice a day to once in 3 days. I have to stop this now
Day 7: I fucked up everything for the second time masturbated thrice in a row on 4th day of Streak2. things went great for three days, urges were under control. But don't know how urges took over me. I masturbated thrice. I thought of leaving the community also(maybe for a while) because I thought this challenge is not for me. But now I know I have to be more regular here. Just one question what do u do when urges are at the peak, u knw it is wrong but still keep going..? PS: It took all my heart to post it here
