Day 1/180! I relapsed again last night. It's enough, I will restrict my internet at evening time, because there are the most triggers. Guys, if you really want to become free, use an internet filter, restrict every kind of pornografic material and stay away from websites like facebook and instagram, because if you search long enough, you will also find porn there. As long as there are loopholes, believe me you will find them when you are triggered. The last two week were like hell for me, because I relapsed, I never was so afraid and panicked in my whole life, although I knew that nothing could separate me from God's love. It's war and I just have loose one battle, but I will gon on to fight, because one of my biggest desire it is to become wholy free of PMO, no matter how high the price is. God bless you all, believe even if you lost one fight, dont give up, there is a light at the end of the tunnel!
34 days and going strong without any meltdowns since last Monday (8 days ago) - it's good because I didn't need them...
Day 31, 1/3 of the challenge completed. Kind of feeling down, depressed i don't know why. It's like i don't care about nothing.I don't have any thoughts about pornography and girls at all. But looking forward to get over this period. Bless you all !
Day 10 - Experienced a lot of self-made stress. Maybe that's normal when you don't medicate your pain but face reality. I know it will change and I'll be stronger than ever before. #keeppushingforward
What I found useful was good habits. Never think those thoughts, if you see yourself doing so get out of the house or do something else. It's small pieces of life which will help you achieve what you wanted... Keep on building yourself... Live your life the way you wanted to ...
I accept it.. Kind of feel bad because I'm just coming off a relapse and when I look back to myself earlier this year I wouldn't think twice about watching porn now it's like I struggle after two weeks but I aim to get it done and return to this thread everyday.
