Day 6/7. One more day and then will see if I can try for 14. Done PM for 20 years and will always be possible to relapse very easily, but feel like I have more control over situation than any time over last 20 years.
Day 5, getting there, last night was a rough one, no urges, just dealing with what this has done to my wife, her pain and hurting. I was talking to God while I was at work the other day, and ask him if there was a chance for me, I heard a noise like a jet going over head I looked up and there was a contrail cross above me, My wife and I went to a new church this morning, one she wanted to try, have not been to church in years. THe message they spoke about was on husbands and wife's forgiving each other for problems in the marriage. When we left church I sat with tears in my eyes for a couple of minutes. What a message at a time I needed it. We are going to try and save our marriage.
Day 1 completed successfully. Now to start date 2. Definitely has not been easy but one day at a time.
Ok Im outta here. just realized I have completed the 7day challenge. @2525 . Make sure this is official. I need to rememeber i have achieved this. Thanks to everyone for support. Over to the 14day trial.
