Checking in. Just added two apps on my mobile: productivity challenge and forest: stay focused. Lets see how long they are going to stay. Also exercised for the first time since many days.
82 days in. My mind is playing tricks on me. I'm probably rebooted, so why not watch porn for the artistic angle in it. And other such things. Fuck that. Don't yield.
I feel better on the inside Day 8/180 I see light at the end of the tunnel 23/11/17 my clean date ALL OR NOTHING
I had a serious lapse. I was so convinced to get passed this. The acts and how I allowed to get pulled in was so unnecessary. Like a stubborn automatic unnecessary act. In falling I learned and while humbeled I am dedicated to making it.