Today is day 11 on my attempt to reboot. I just woke up a few hours ago and i’ve been having this overwhelming urge to relapse and MPO. I’ve never made it this far and i really really want to hit 14 days and keep going but man everyday the urge gets worse. I really want to masturbate or call a sexual worker or something. I thought this would get easier but everyday just gets worse and worse. On a side note, i’ve been experiencing some pain in my testicles. Is that normal, is it a consecuence for not eyaculating in almost 2 weeks? Thanks
DO NOT RELAPSE SIR! YOU DO NOT HAVE PERMISSION! hahah! but seriously don't. you are so close to the 2 week mark. urges do get worse, but you will wake up one day and you'll be fine again. This was never going to be easy. Or else we wouldn't be here. Can I ask why did you start this? as for you're pain, you're probably just a bit "full", which is probably causing your urges to increase in intensity. the pain will be relieved one way or another. just not by your hand or a sex workers! whether you have a wet dream or dribble it when you go pee. I know it sounds very unpleasant but it's a good sign you're doing well. you're body/mind is trying to reject this new way of life and go back to the addiction. don't let it!
from what I've read elsewhere, more or less: yes. blood has been directed towards the groin area and remains. see here: https://www.nofap.com/forum/index.p...en-and-low-after-cuddling.109698/#post-907362
Well, I started because i really wanted to change my life around. I’ve been addicted to porn since i was 12 or 13, it stopped a bit last year because i had a long term relationship and a good job but we broke up and lost my job. Depression got me started again and worse than ever, i even started seeing sexual workers so a few week ago i decided to turn things around
