Almost relapsed last night, out of boredom. Like an idiot I start perusing the internet and caught sight of a dirty image, an urge came out of nowhere and I took a while for me to brush it off. I managed to go to sleep for an hour but woke up because I was having a filthy dream and I think porn had something to do with it. To get my mind off of it, I drew a picture showing how pmo makes me feel (which came out great btw). I haven't drawn like that in years. In addition, I also had written on post its notes pros and cons of my decision to quit porn and pmo. Not to my suprise, I couldn't come up with any pros lol. I still haven't slept since then but I'm trying again right now. Wish me luck or keep me in your prayers! (I love my real women!)
Good man. Glad to read you didn't relapse. I'd be curious to see your picture though. Keep drawing, mate. Has helped me too.
Don't relapse bro, It'll make you stronger in the end. I'm starting my NYR now, It's 90days until the new year, lets make this shit count.