Hey everyone! Some minutes ago I read about NoFap on Vice (there's a new article about Gary Wilson), so I decided to sign up on this forum. It's kinda strange for me to be here but my effin' addiction has become unbearable; nothing to be worried about but neither alright. It's just that I really wanna go out from this black vortex, physically and mentally; especially mentally, cause after watching porn and masturbating, I really feel weird to myself, as if depressed or extremely sad. But everytime I start again. At the moment, I don't have sex since more than a year; not my choice, but I've never had the chance during these months. Don't have a real relationship with a girl since 5 years; I really can't find the good one for me, so I never get involved in fake relationships. I reeally don't know if there's a connection between these issues and my story of masturbation. I really feel better now that I can write something and explain my situation. Hope this will last. Challenge accepted! Thank u all!
