This challenge was my initial motivator, and then once I was on a roll (40 days plus)I found that things got a bit easier. I was honest with my wife about what I was trying to achieve. We have been having sex on a weekly (ish) basis and that really helped, but the hardest part was the 2/3 days immediately after. In a way I feel like it would have been better to do without it completely, but after 2 weeks I was pretty desperate. I have serious respect for anyone doing PM and O! I have also found that if I didn't watch the counter and visit NoFap too often then the days went quicker, and before I knew it 20 days had gone by. Each day still brings its temptations but I am definitely less obsessed with 'all things women' and I am finding I have more control over my thoughts. Still a long, long way to go, but I think that mindfulness and the gym will help to increase my self-discipline. For me, that it what it is all about; increasing my self-discipline and will power in all areas of my life, and I am still a long way from where I need to be. it is going to be a never-ending challenge that is for sure.
Day 21 completed ... Had little urges as I was at home ... Started listening to song and working on things that I like... That made the day pass like a awesome ride ...
Guys. So I just had consecutive night falls. Was semi conscious I guess. I didn't willingly use my hands to masturbate, but I may have used the bed. I'm 71 days in. Don't wanna resist it. I'm gonna keep it as a continuation and part of a reboot. What do you think?
I think I'm gonna use it as an indication that my reboot is now complete w.r.t. To porn and masturbation. So the streak continues, for the remaining benefits it has. And also, my member isn't a hundred percent yet. Gonna quit smoking, start exercising, do them kegels and wait, as now the real battle begins.
I have to say something...This thing is AWESOME! I mean after 90+ days without porn and masturbation I can really feel my sexual energy coming back! My libido is high every day, but I don`t feel the need to go to PMO. I feel that energy, aknowledge it and redirect it to what I have to do in that moment. It`s incredible how this energy feels. I mean that is the reward for the long work and have to tell you IT IS WORTH! I also had the hardest erection I had in years 2 days ago. It was not sexual related or because of a way of sleep. It was natural and felt awesome. One said that God (or who ever created us) put all the bliss on the other side of terror, hard work and exhaustion...he is defently right! I dare you to complete this challenge and feel the energy that I feel now on an almost daily basics! Stay strong and don`t forget.... #beTHEwarrior
100 days! A lot of progress has been made during this period. And I feel more in control of my body. I also have a lot more willpower and can integrate more healthy habits into my life.