Day zero. I edged today, but no "O". I wanted to so fuckin' badly, but I didn't. To me, that was a win, even though I'm restarting my counter to zero. The urge is there, but not only for my fetishes, but for the want and need to be with a woman I love dearly. I fantasize being in normal, loving scenarios with her, among other intimate things. I know this isn't healthy, but I don't have much to go on as far as being with many women sexually. As fucked up as it sounds, through a healthier fantasy, I'm trying to rewire my brain as I reboot. This will not become a habit, it's just something that happens on purpose. Reboot means different things to different people. I'm gonna figure this out eventually, during my journey. I will not remain broken. Back for day 1 tomorrow. Best wishes to all of you!
I like this quote you posted. It makes me think of absorbing the temptation and being like "hehe eff you"
I completed the 7-day challenge! And still staying strong. Thank you to everyone who supported me along the way. @2525 Add me to the hall of fame please. Next. 14-days here we go.
Day 7/7 So happy with myself. In other aspects of my life at the moment I have fair reason to be unhappy/stressed and this is exactly when I would have used PMO to take the edge off. That would only end up with me feeling momentarily better, only to feel worse than before and in the exact same situation. However, with this challenge (and with NoFap as a whole), it gave/gives me something to be proud of and think "oh, well, I mean that [whatever situation] sucks but at least I can be very proud of myself for 7 days!" Just need to set myself a new target now. I liked the 7 day one because it was a SMART target, emphasis on the Achievable. I think I'll set myself a fortnight goal and then from there a month. Bearing in mind that my best streak so far has been 10 days I think these are sensible personal goals. Edit: @2525 I did it
