Got 1 week PMO free already, and looking to get back on track with another 7 days. Good luck everyone, and don’t lose hope !
On Day 4/7. Still getting harder but I take that as a sign of progress. Better than giving in at the first trigger I experience.
Actually, I started two days ago. however, based on this challenge this is my first day. I think this is easy for me, but I wanted to go to a complete release step by step. Thank you every one. FIRST DAY
So day 6 of the challenge and day 8 total nofap/not using porn continued. Had the privilege to make love to my girlfriend this morning after sleeping over at her place. So horny today with the memories of our recent liaison in the front of my mind. Requiring a lot of willpower to not use these fantasy memories for self pleasure. Something i would have indulged in regularly in the past. Back to her place for the tomorrow for two nights so wanting strongly to save my essence for her. My body is screaming out to be touched. It does not help that I have had little sleep the past 2 nights so I am very overtired and have spent this afternoon/evening resting. Hard to concentrate on a intellectual or physical distraction. But i will push through. I know that the harder it is the more worthwhile not giving in to past habit is. Laying down new neural pathways of behavior.
I relapsed after one day. I find beginning again really hard when I haven't got a streak to protect. I need to learn that it's about protecting my brain wiring rather than the number. Day 0.
Day 7/7 !!!! I'm going to get through this day and see y'all in the 14 day Forum. Thanks for setting this up and for being here, all. This community keeps us strong against very powerful habits and urges. Thank you. x
