So yeah, 10 years of PMO addiction, since i was 13 i started getting that amazing feeling everytime i touch myself, there was no porn back then, i used only my imagination, seeing any pretty lady was like a fire to my fantasies, i used to masturbate for 4 times a day when i was 14, with non stop, it was my ultimate pleasure, anyway days went and i started to watch porn, i started to watch every single possible kind of porn *not gay/bdsm stuff though* , i had too much apatite for porn, i would memorize pornstars names better than my subjects LOL, i used every free time i have just to be a slave of the screen, watching for hours, it destroyed me emotionally, physically and mentally, i became the animal i hate, i became a damn brute whose it's own goal is just to touch himself like a filthy pig with no feelings, i started seeing females as objects, a pair of nice boobs and ass and that's it, i became addicted to this good body.. i was just destroyed, everytime i fight myself i find that im a total mess and a loser, it caused me depression and stress, my family relations aren't good, my life is a blur and i have a foggy clouds all over my thoughts, im caged to this damn screen.. Anyway, i was reading an article and NoFap was mentioned and i thought of giving it a shot, today is my third day with no PMO, i hope i can keep it up.. wish me luck guys because i need it now more than any other time, thanks.
everyone here has been there bro this is why you are here and you want to better yourself the journey will not be easy, stay strong brother and keep it all in.
I was reading your post, and I realize that there are many coincidences in people who are addicted to the PMO; emotional instability, weak in the face of problems and a long list of problems. I am here to improve myself and to increase my willpower. I have had this problem for many years, and the consequences are not good for you or for those close to you. I'm not alone in this journey. Thank you.
Not sure if it's your type of thing, but music always helps to inspire me when I'm feeling down - especially songs with great messages: Take listen to this song while reading the lyrics, and it's completely inspirational: - Veil of Maya - Manichee We should not expect The worst from ourselves Or it's all we'll receive We should not descend Below our own selves We'll get trapped underneath We lie in suffrage We're treated as mistakes Feeling defeated With crippled spirits But we refuse to break Our hearts not depleted No control We're unsustainable On the ropes Fighting and capable Standing at the edge Are we still worth it No control We're non-retainable Lost in smoke But we're not replaceable Clinching to our pledge We are not worthless We lie in suffrage We're treated as mistakes Feeling defeated With crippled spirits But we refuse to break Our hearts not depleted No control We're unsustainable On the ropes Fighting and capable We lie in suffrage We're treated as mistakes Feeling defeated Weakness overwhelms us all Weakness overwhelms us all Tranquil thoughts will overcome
every one here has the same problems here that i face. good to hear that because now i am at the right place
