49 days in. The flatline is strong. It has reached my brain also. The past couple of days have been so foggy. No will to do anything. I can feel it coming though. Maybe it may take a couple of more weeks, but it is will be what it's meant to be. Quitting this has made me realize our bodies aren't as evolved to the 21st century as our brain makes us think it is. It's been two days since I've quit smoking too. I think this is the change I need in my life.
Was the second streak longer than the first? This is the motivation that you can take out of this experience. Also realize what triggers your relapses and avoid it later on. Good luck in your next streak. Personal update: I just had a dream I was in relationship. She texted me a few messages and it felt like good old times. My mind is changing, my subconscious is working for me.
53 days done! My friend fell and I kinda wonder whats wrong with me, why haven´t I fallen since I started here? But I don´t want to fall either, been doing that so many times in my life.
I'm joining this, I'm committing, today I had a relapse and I cant continue to go on like this, I need to make changes in my life and reinvent myself