Just finished 7 days challenge. Today is Day 1/14. Starting from where I left 7 Day Challenge. I have no urge to relapse.
-OMG it’s happening! I just got 2 days left on my challenges, the “dangerous” weekend, Come At Me Bro!
Well today is my 14th day PMO FREE!!! Its been quite an insightful 2 weeks. I've learned SO much about myself and my beloved partner. She has been so supportive and encouraging! In fact in my path through all this she even said that I give her hope within herself and her personal issues! That I encourage her when in fact its the contrary. This brought so much joy in me and for her. We are still not as close because she is still struggling with my betrayal and thats completely understandable. Yeah it sucks however as i grow from my mistakes and push forward to a healthier me, there is no doubt in my mind she will begin to gain trustworthiness towards me. This is one goal I aim to accomplish. Guys i want to say I BELEIVE IN YOU ALL. WETHER YOU FALL OR NOT YOU KEEP GOING! THE PERSONAL GAINS DO NOT COMPARE TO THE COUPLE SECONDS OF PLEASURE. ITS ALL WORTH THE FIGHT. PEACE BE WITH YOU AND STRENGTH TO YOU ALL!!
day 5. kept my schedule busy, so it went quite easy. i have fear about the weekend and so much free time.
Day 2: Just the same as the last few days but to be honest I cannot believe it went by so quickly! I feel like I barely noticed I was going through another PMO say that's how clear my mind has been today. Tomorrow I'll be hitting double digits completely clean for the first time and I'm excited!