--Day 6/14-- tomorrow will make me half way done with this challenge!!! really happy!!! stay strong guy and gals!!!
Day 4/14 Done Had some strong urges yesterday, but I didn’t crumble, just walked away fro my room and laptop until the urges subsided.
Day 12 of 14! Its a great day today. It's 64 degrees out here in tampa fl and its a bright sunny day. Had an amazing breakfast with my beloved wife. Chicken and waffles baby! I'm learning to be Mindful with my present. There was this FOG I had when it came to having quality time with my girl. Always was thinking about PM. Now I'm learning to stay focused on the good times and Really not think about P. Just being Mindful with yourself makes a WHOLE lot difference I promise. Although it is tough, no doubt, its actually much more pleasant.
It's been two days since I wrote here. So, as you might guess, yes I relapsed day before and the chaser effect made me a freak yesterday, literally. I will write in more detail about this tomorrow, but I can briefly say that I am feeling the strongest ever now. Why and How and the entire story I will be telling tomorrow. So today is my Day 1/14. Willing to fight the battle harder!
Gave in on 13th day today. Have to restart. It was hard, I need to focus and get out when I have urge to watch/ masterbate. Any tips on what you guys do when are about to lose your self control? Any immediate things you do?
Day 0: I'm on day seven of the seven day challenge so I'm starting the 14 day challenge concurrently. So far like yesterday no urges or thoughts about PMO!
Looong time no check in. Today is my 3rd day 3 days ago, i was weak. The anger comes, my self-esteem was lowered, and i'm depressed i guess. My feeling was hurt and i hate my self because of what i choose. And then slipped. I have to set up my goals again and move on with my life. Maybe, i have to visit a psychologist to consult.
Damn that's tough man, I'm on my 12th day today and I almost fapped yesterday after waking up from a wet dream. I was gonna break it but then this challenge kept popping in my mind. I said to myself, "just three more days" and I closed all the tabs and BAM! the thought went out. It's a good thing I guess. Goodluck this time anyways! Just focus on completing this challenge and consider fapping to be an activity that you can control with your mind.