22 days without porn. Life has become hell

Thanks for that motivation bro. I too have a lot of pending work. As I told I just joined a new company a few days back and can't afford to do anything wrong at this stage. I have been doing just like you are doing for the past week. But I feel weak now after fighting all these days. But at the same time I am working hard to keep going and not give up in any case.

 

Yup ... I am doing that

 

Sure .... Go ahead .... If that stops you from relapsing, do it a hundred times a day ...

 

Thankyou ... the first pic was great

 

It's gone everyone ..... I am sorry, I relapsed.... But not giving up in any case .... not till my last breath

 

Thanks for that faith and encouragement ... This is world war 3 ... We need to keep fighting ... and defeat the porn industry by releasing more and more people who are captivated by them ... I thank the creators of this site for having brought up such a wonderful "help-each-other" platform ...

 

I feel Facebook is a crap and complete waste of time. I hardly open it. I don't remember my Instagram password. I feel lazy to get a new password. Twitter is not my thing because neither am I a celebrity, nor do I follow one. On the other hand, I hate film personalities because I feel they are at least partially responsible for my addiction. I feel that for many people, film industry acts as a gateway to porn. And I stopped watching movies over 2 years ago. I watch them sometimes but in an express mode (ie I finish off a 2 hr movie in just 10 mins or so.. ) ... Finally quora is something that I cannot avoid because of the information it gives me. Nevertheless Quora hasn't harmed me much.

In short, I am not much of a social network freak. I use only one thing ie "WhatsApp" as it has become quite a basic thing here in my place. Still to be truthful, I find that WhatsApp too hasn't harmed me much in terms of porn because there's no one in my circle who share porn videos.

The major thing that has bothered me in my streak is my thoughts from the porn which I have watched previously. That one is absolutely difficult to avoid. Really, If you are able to control your thoughts, you can control absolutely anyone.

 

There is this one interesting quote I would like to share:

Every sin begins with a thought, If you don't replace that thought with something useful, it turns into an idea and becomes a little more difficult to get rid of. If you don't get rid of the idea, it turns into a plan. ie you start planning for it. If you still don't stop, you actually commit the sin. It doesn't stop there. If you don't get rid of the sin, you start feeling a fake enjoyment in it and then before you realize, it becomes an addiction. At this point, you hate it but can't get rid of it.