2 months complete..

Discussion in 'Porn Addiction' started by Jacksta, Sep 23, 2017.

  1. Jacksta

    Jacksta Fapstronaut

    i wanna try this again. ive been keepig an active journal of curring my addiction here, this is not an ad, its my journal and i need fredback from people for help, I actually failed 2 days prior to 2 months.. .SOOO CLOSE!

    Ive learned ALOT, and I think some of you may learn from my experiences... And I still have alot to learn. If posting this up is against the rules, take it down, and you wont have to worry about me returning to this site. Im simply looking for help in the form of insight, would be great.

    *BE FOREWARNED. This is about eventually implementing porn moderation, yes... so if your super religious and against touching your own penis at all or w.e please refrain from going to my personal nofap journal, it wont be for you. This is my own method, and im sure im not the only one who has tried this on this forum.. im looking for tangible quantifiable information and experiences, not a total condemning

    Thanks!
     
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  2. Colvin

    Colvin Fapstronaut

    I don't think this is possible since Porn causes such a significant (probably unnatural) spike in dopamine when the user is watching. Porn has no benefits whatsoever in my opinion. What benefits do you think Porn could possibly have?
     
  3. Jacksta

    Jacksta Fapstronaut

    thank you for the response. i do go into it in another one of my blog posts heavily, but i think it has little benefit. yes i think it has some, but its minor. its not neccessary, more just something id like to keep around for thr novelty and fun. i understand thou, like alcohol, this is too much for some. for me, id like to try it, and in worst case scenario, ill quit if i have to.

    you dont have to agree with me and im sure ill be flammed and trolled for saying this, but nofap rules say i can, and im not tryig to start anything. im looking feedback other then, IT WILL NEVER WORK. lol, play along, see what will happen as i discover new things, im going through the process now and dont have all the answers, maybe you do, maybe you dont. and even if porn is all evil and as bad as heroin etc, fine. consider what im doing an experiement and feel free to watch as long as you wont get super offended by it. which i believe if anyone does, is really their own issue, not mine.

    what im not gona do is support porn like its something good for you, especially being an addict and on sub section like this.

    this is about process other then pure abstinence. if its too much to handle, just look away.

    or ill just be boo'd outa here which is what im expecting
     
    Last edited: Sep 23, 2017
  4. Go for it man. If you can find a balance that works in your life, then I say have at it. One quick question...how did you arrive here?
     
  5. Jacksta

    Jacksta Fapstronaut

    i go into that alot in my opening 1st blog post. but basically i was a pretty bad addict. i dont know where you would put me in a scale, but bad enough that i caused harm to my body. porn was my vice, and still is. however ive been good about it for the last 2 months so, its a starting point. whether or not ill be able to successfully moderate is unknown, although what ive tried in the past hasnt worked. so im tryig a new approach, and will continue to learn things. if itfails it fails, i do know that this time ive come to 1 important understanding:
    you dont have forever to fix your problems.

    we'll see